What I Want...

I want you stay. I'm tired of playing these games, no games to be played, this is no XBOX, because unlike those games that you be playing I'm for real, and I'm right here. I've known you for so long and I have been through Hell and High water to prove that I can be strong for you and I can stay committed to you. I've let my guard down and worn my heart on my sleeves like an accessory, better yet I gave you my heart, beating in my hand, I directly put my heart in you hands and I told I want you to keep it. But when I wasn't looking you walked out the front door and left my heart on the steps. Seriously, Why?! I wanted you to keep my heart. Instead you left mine and chose to give yours to them and them and them and them....And they kicked your heart down the street into the gutter! Then I'm the one that is left to pick it out and clean it off new, just so you can take it back from me and go do what you do, I want your heart! I want you! I'm tired of you tirelessly creeping into my mind day in and day out. I don't want you in my mind anymore, I want you beside me. Thinking about you, where you are, if your okay, if you're happy, and if your thinking about me as much as I'm thinking about you. Define me as jealous, crazy, desperate, etc..., but love has no true definition, but I DO love you and I DO want you. This is beyond the Lust and Sex thang, I want to please and satisfy you in any way I possibly can, any way you want me to just say the word and from me, baby it's a 'Yes." I want to make sure that you are taken care of before me because if you are okay, I'm blessed. I'm tired of squeezing my pillow at night wishing that it was you. I want you to be in my arms, how I long to be in your arms, not just in bed, but everywhere; I want you on my arm. In public, I want to proudly and shamelessly present you to everyone I see and meet, share my testimony of what a true gift you are to me. I want to change my Facebook status from Single and Ready to Mingle to Yours Forever More! I want the whole world to know. I want you to call me your Baby, and I want you to call me your Boo. I won't do you like them others did, that's what I refuse to. I'll hold your best interest at heart. I want to make you happy to the best of my ability. I know I can't give you Joy, only God can do that, but I want to be there to support you in everything you do. Through the good and the bad I will be there, never going anywhere. Did I mention that I love you! I want to hold your hand when you are weak, wipe your tears when you cry, and rub your shoulders and back when you ache. I want to be the reason for your beautiful smile everyday and I want you stare into my eyes as you lay on my stomach and I hold your hand until we fall asleep every night. I can't take this anymore the empty feeling I have when you are not around me. I'm ready to put the ~ish aside, swallow my fears and pride. If you ask me, I'm ready, been ready; I'm ready to be your man, this I hope you Listen and Understand. My heart is still here for you, hoping and waiting that this time, this day when you leave you will take it with you all the way, and when you leave, I hope you will leave your heart with me as a parting gift. I'm Ready, I'm ready to give you all that I've got, I was made for you. All I want is you , all I want is to love to you. Baby, I'm ready to be your one and only. I see you, you see me, not your imagination; not invisible, I'm real, I'm ready, and I'm here. Are you ready for me, because I want you to be.