What if....

What if I died in that car accident all the secrets of what I was doing would die with me then I shouldn't have been in that situation but craving a little female attention put me in danger Cold winters are scary but warm ones are worst that snow can be a problem but water works No tears from my eyes though I hit the car and I just kept going pulled to the side and it was a wrap A tangle with death and ain't shit happen What lesson can I pull from that madness dammit