What if?

Justy sitting alone I started to think

About how without love my life would be 

A simple slide came across my blink

And in mind a small slide I did see.

It first stated I would have

A beautiful family life and love

Of which not only me but everyone would bow

I would never been called a slut

And never such words I would face

Life would have been a temple of happiness

Thinking of which my heart would race..

Thinking of which I wouldn't be lonely when he left

If only i never had did that

The more i could have socialise then

And efforts I put now wouldn't be in vain

All of them feel it my mistake

Even when I really didn't do it

Listening everyday of their taunts

To my soul it does haunt..

Only thing I felt after it is pain

And tears from my eyes showers like rain

The more and more I get depress

But these are the feelings I can't even express..