What if I die??

What if I die, will they bury me with a guard of honor?? I’m not wearing any uniform and I don’t have any weapons to protect my self.. I’m standing alone, fighting with this monster, will they consider me as their hero?? I feel like, every day can be my last day and I feel it is coming to me.. What if I die?? Will they pray for me and my family?? I’m sacrificing my life for them, will they really going to understand how costly my sacrifice is?? My hands are shaking right now, but I need to stay strong.. Huhh Still I’m continuously wondering, will they cry for me if I die..??