What if I said I still cared,

What if I said that I don't care who you are with.

That I wish I could still be with you,

That I wish I could care less.

What if I said that I hate myself,

What if I said that I still love you,

What if I said I did not want you to let me go.

What if I said that I hate being alone ,

Alone with my vile thoughts,

That keep me from a peaceful sleep.

What if I said that it's becoming to much,

To much to take in.