What If Or What Is?

Wat If I couldn't do it and couldn't changed my mind,

Wat If I did feel rushed and out of time,

Wat If it was my fault that things had changed,

Wat If there was no way it could be the same,

Wat If one simple break up just meant it was all over,

Wat If I was addicted to love but now I'm sober,

Wat If I couldn't clear those thoughts out of my head,

Wat If it made me lay up late at night in my bed,

Wat If I lied and said I didn't care just to push it into my past,

Wat If this was the ending of wat I thought would last.....

Maybe all I can do is say 'Wat If'......

Because it hurts too bad to think about 'Wat Is'......