What I've Become
It all started with a crazy Valentine night.
Nine months later came me.
I already had a brother
Why did my parents do this?
One year later they walk the aisle
I’m the happy flower girl
The cutest of all
Will I ever understand?
Skip ahead eight more years
I’ve found out about boys
They have desires
How can I fulfill them?
Add five years, I’m fourteen
School is hard and I have pain
Crazy thoughts cross my mind
Will I make it through?
Two years later I’m caught in turmoil
Sixteen year old me knows too much
Too many discoveries leading to disgust
How do I get out?
Beginning of 2015, I’ve found another way
Jesus really does save
Out of the dark and into the light
Is this real life?
Present day senior
Jesus is my savior
Blessed beyond measure
Where do I go from here?
Future me, married after college
Raising my family
Full time nurse
How could it get better?
When that day comes
At peace in the grave
Knowing where my eternity lies
Have I been more than my parents were?