"What made me Bitter"

What made me bitter? sexual abuse ,frustration ,tragic pass are only some of the issues I have . Trying to so hard to keep my life on track on the right path. I wanna let your love and heart change my coldheartness, when I'm with you my mind goes abliss. I forget all my problems , my future my past, longing for this touch this kisss to last . Not knowing love is not knowing life I guess that's why I can't love right or maybe I just don't know how to love right. Emotional ,Physical ,Mental confusion causes anger and contusion . What made me bitter ? you have yet to know ,I wonder will I ever let my bitterness go .