what now

I'm confused Allways accused Please Someone tell me why i continue to be abused Never perfect Fuck Im sorry i was born with a fucking defect Im lost Have been since those paths i crossed Who the fuck am i How many more hears are going to continue to deny Whats my purpose Why did i get created to always be nerovus I want to be strong I want to learn to trust I want to be happy Maybe at times even wacky I want to beable to have a child Even if they are totally wild I want to be somebody important But its extreamly hard with these two warrants.