What Once Was

Tryna spill out everything I feel

What once was is no long there

I just wanted u to be mine

I just wanted a valentine

For once in my life time 

I just wanted someone that wants me instead of ice 

That would be nice

All these boys use me for what I have

Can’t fall in love, I can’t even be glad

I’m depressed, stressed, my hearts been pressed

It makes me feel like there is no hope, no reason to try 

the time goes by and I can't even feel my feelings

Feeling numb inside, lost but I must carry on with life  

have come so close, but this shit isn’t easy 

I loved you and I'm sorry for anything that I have done to you,

There’s things that you did that I am scared with

Trying so hard to forgive and forget, you know and these feelings hit, 

Can’t resist, wishing you were here,

Not having to worry if your still here, or if you even exist

Valentine or not, I’ll still remember that very spot, 

When everything just stopped and I’m stuck here with nothing but a shot

Waiting for a miracle, when you’ll come back,

So all the stress, and all the miss hap can finally stop

and leave without starting another fighting match.