What ought I do?

I know giving a simple summary of my life would be the most logical way to go, but simple isn't in my vocabulary. Everyone today wants others to think they are deserving of something, so that way they are noticed or recognized. In all honesty though, what makes someone more deserving of something over someone else. We all have our strengths and weaknesses, but to base someone's strength to someone else's weakness just doesn't seem correct. We've all lived different lives and taken in different things. But to compare a person much more suitable to an event or goal to someone less likely to succeed is wrong. I can sit here and tell you I understand everything life has thrown at me, but then I'd be lying. I'm not an angel, I can't say I'm perfect, but I can say I am living to the fullest. The goal of life.