What Perils of society thing

Perils of society think. I have done things accordingly but life has since disregarded. Popular beliefs that do things right and right things will ensue is yet to materialize in my life. Having treated her faultlessly and yet to gain her full assurance. Having followed the professional accepted practice and yet to receive the embedded rewards. Having gone through the academic route with flying colors and yet to endure colorful results. Having followed the biblically accredited practice and yet to be blessed. Wonder how good one has to do to get satisfactory results. Society speak that one should not give up is yet to yield the society promised results Civilization, ethnicity, convention and international community have since failed me  by instilling a peril prone practice in me.