What they don't know

They think they know me But they have no clue Who I really am Or what I am going through Yes, I tell my stories But I always act tough Like nothing ever bothers me But right now I’ve had enough Everybody has someone Everyone but me But they are so blinded by their love That they can’t even see I hide behind the laughter And joke about the pain I act like its all sunshine When it’s often pouring rain The bottle is my best friend When I cannot deal I’d rather just be wasted Than to have to feel I put on my brave face Every single day But the racing thoughts inside my head Just will not go away Why does no one love me? Why does no one care? Will I always be alone? Is anybody there?