What they see

 “Your so stupid” 

“Your so slow” are 

Things they say to

I try being the opposite 

Of what they see that 

Slow i wish to turn to

Fast that stupid i wish to 

Turn to brilliant

Me constantly.

I had done everything

In my power to please them

Yet it never is enough

Never

Im struggling with personal 

Things i can't even tell them

I wish sometimes they would 

Say lets spare him

But no constantly correcting 

Me on how i'm wrong and the 

One to blame even though im 

Still a kid