What to do when your at boarding school

I didn't ask to be sent away, All I wished for was a normal brain, Is it so wrong for deep lines of red, To have been stacked on top of my every skin? So what to do at a boarding school, When all you can do is cry, Been here 3 months so far, And I still want to die. Mother cannot help, Nor any of my friends, I'm stuck in a place of hell, With no way to get my tragic end. They say I'll be happy, That I'll learn to not hurt, All of my trauma disappeared, But how is that true? If I'm only getting worse. Sure I see things, And sure I don't cope normally, But who could really blame me? When I was born abnormally. So what to do when you're stuck at Clearview Girls Academy, Is to stay to yourself, Suffer alone, And try to rewrite your own tragedy.