What You Took

Lately I have been in my feelings. Every time I am, I think about the event that happened some months ago. When I think abouti it, I wish none of it ever happed.I hate how I fll into your trap that brought me to your car. Every time I look at you I want to cry and be angry with you... Becuase you used me to get your own pleasure and I didn't even get mine in return. So was it a waste of my time? Yes of course it was. You said it was gonna be worth it, but it wasn't. Not even. And now that you got your pleasure do you even dare to communicate with me?... Not at all and to go along with that, you got a mate. After all of that, I'm hurt and don't want anything to do with you. I feel used, usless, pathetic, and unloved. As a young woman, you wouldn't understand any of this because you have not been let down like this and I don't xpect you to understand this feeling anyway. Becuase no one has ever took something like this from you. As I think about it now, I noticed that I have learned a lesson and that lesson is to not let anyone take your innocence.