Is this what you want?

                                                        Is this what you want?

                       For me to not trust you and fear that I'll never be good enough

                                                        Is this what you want?

                                   For me to walk away and act like I do not care

                                                        Is this what you want?

                                            For me to doubt my own self worth

                                                        Is this what you want?

                              For me to believe that you cheating was all my fault

                                                        Is this what you want?

                                              For me to be quiet and suppresed

                                                        Is this what you want?

                                             For me to act like it never happened

                                                        Is this what  you want?

                                              For me to have sex with you more

                                   And yet I still stay and I fear that you may leave

                   Cause deep down I feel I may not be good enough for anything

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