whatever she wants

something new happened today people stop, stare, laugh and say She's a dork or such a freak doctors should sew her mouth shut so she can't speak I walk long ways alone sometimes parts of me crack out of place, it's just bone people circle all around me waiting to see action but that's not who I am, I won't give their satisfaction I run away from my problems never face them down I get home in all this silence I could drown I may as well not exist to all these people around me sitting by myself all I can do is be the best me one phone call and my life has changed forever Innocent till proven guilt, that's what my lawyer said my fingers covered in blood shed I'm not a push over anymore believe in me, and I'll bring you through my door I finally got what I wanted one turn, one chance just that one eye shot, a glance from that one special girl<3