What's Better?
With the press of a button
I light up the screen.
The blank page stares back at me
Where are the words I wish to see?
I reluctantly wait
Only ghostly whispers greet.
Where are you?
Can there be a word of goodbye
If you decide to leave?
Don't make me stay
Don't make me linger.
In this void where no light exists
All thoughts of abandoning you grows.
Which pain is greater?
Having you by my side
But receiving nothing
Or letting you go
And feeling the hollows of my heart?
Let it all pass though
When the screen is filled.
Let insecurities fade away
As the words you send light up my world.
Forgive and forget is what I'll try to do
Because from the beginning there was nothing to lose.
Right?