Whats hard to see

There's always something I'm doing that seems Wrong
Mostly I don't understand, but I always feel like I should
Punishment is hard to deal with when that happens
Punishment always makes me feel Weak
Like I'm not Capable of doing Better
I Can though, but It's All just so hard to see

When I pray, to ask God what I did wrong, it seems like All of the tough, stressful times I've been through,
Is just a Punishment for me
So Hard to See

So Please God, if you can hear me,
What have I done wrong ?