What's Next

Why do I try knowing there is fear deep inside. I don't know but something tells my my mind, my body go you can do it. I contemplate whether I should or not. I make excuses when theres really not.. a single one. It's time to face your fears. GOD is with you through your tears he's here. You may not see but you can feel, senses are strong. You can tell what right from whats wrong. I need to breath releive ths stress get out of what I call a mess I'm tired I'm sad on and on like a cycle but life hits you like an unexpected turn in a rollercoaster whats next. In that situation you just can't plan ahead. Life is hard, its fun, its dangerous and exciting, inviting. I believe the question is whats next where do I go from here? I know where I want to head but the pathway isn't neccesarily clear. My feelings again they appear... yes its fear. Fear of life time has gone by Im growing up things continue to be tough and toguh and tough but its alright.