what's the point?

i hate myself

why do you put up with me?

i hate myself

my mind will never be free

i hate what i do

i hate  what i am

im lazy

im obsessed

i overreact

i overthink

i keep hurting people

whats the point?

when all i do is hinder you

i make people upset 

i make people cry

im not active

all i do is use gadgets and eat

i dont do work

i dont do revision

im going to fail

but then again its my decision

im sorry

sorry for being this way

sorry if i hurt you

sorry if i got in your way

sorry if i ruined your life

why do you like me?

why do you care?

when all i do is bring dispair

im a cheat

im an ass

i dont listen

and i dont help

i turn a smile into a frown

i turn your happy mood into sorrow

i turn your calmness into guilt

i took it all

i took it for granted

thinking if someone loved me

i woud improve

but here i am

ive wasted most of my life

just sitting in my room 

doing nothing but moan

i moan at them

i moan at you

so whats the point?

i ask for the truth

who am i?

what do i mean to you?

am i worth it?

or am i just hindering you?

im a lair

im a fraud

im a fake

im a failure

so again whats the point?!

why do you still continue to help me?

when all i do is cause more trouble

i take but do not give

im selfish

im lonely

im better off being forgotten

when will you understand?

when will you see?

that im useless

theres nothing good to me.

Im sincereley sorry (｡•́︿•̀｡)