When Dark Seeps Into Light

Sat, 09/20/2014 - 17:31 -- AYA

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Why did I do this;


how could I let myself go?


I'm not the same


girl


they knew a year ago.


I may have cut


all of the strings


that tied myself down to the horrible things


and fed me the lies


that decided to


live in my head.


 


Well now they're gone,


and you're there instead.


 


What made me do this;


how'm I so addicted to you?


One tiny taste of your


poision


runs down my throat so smooth.


Then my fingers go numb as the room starts spinning and


before the war's over you're already winning.


I can't help myself.


I'm a fool


for you everytime.


 


I've lost all control to you


but I suppose that it's fine.


 


When was the start of this beautiful ordeal?


Because I feel I could fly if I


jump off of things that aren't


real.


People's faces have turned into


shapes and


their voices


aren't very clear.


It's like time is an essence that


decided to


disappear.


 


Am I still here?

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