When I Look At You

When I look at you, I see my whole future right in front of me. I lay down at night and think about how great our lives and our futures are gonna be together. I can't, like I seriously cannot picture my future without you in it. But, sometimes I lay down at night and think about how lost I would be if you left me. Because I've planned my whole life with you. It's so hard to imagine what it'd be like if you left me, left my life. It's devastating. It's like, when I think about it, in that moment, I'm lost, I can't picture how the rest of my life is gonna be because I don't have you. Please, don't ever leave me. Because I'm never going to leave you. I don't want to leave you. You're the love of my life. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'd run away with you right now if that's what you wanted. I'd be happy for the rest of my life just knowing I had you with me, by my side, my other half. You're actually the other half of my heart. You're my person. I seriously don't know how else to say it, like, god created you for me, and created me for you, that's how I feel about us. Just something about us that's so damn special. You make me the happiest girl in the world. I'd be so lost if you left me because I'm dead serious when I say, when I look at you, I see my whole future. I look at you and I see us talking on the phone when we go to college, and me planning surprise visits just so I can see that amazing smile on your face, and then us getting married, and having kids, and grocery shopping, and trying to figure out how to pay our bills and be financially stable together, and me getting up to go to my job but it being hard to leave the comfort of your arms. I swear I've imagined all these things. I just want you. I just want you and me together. I could never buy another piece of clothing or any sort of material ever again, and I could just have you, and I'd be the happiest girl in the world. Because you make me the happiest girl in this world by just being with me. And I'm so in love with you, so so so in love with you.