When I lost him

Have you ever had a boyfriend

And you actually loved him?

But one day

He disappesred

And never came back for more than 100 days

I have

And when I did

I was nothing like I used to be

When I lost him 

I never spoke a word to any boy

When I lost him

All I could do was cy

When I lost him

I wanted to kill myself

When I lost him

I felt like it was all my fault

He hurt me

Like I've never been hurt before

And now I cannot speak

nor learn

Because of how bad he hurt me 

And effected my life