When I Lost It

My virginity.

Lost at a too young age.

Lost to a too wrong boy.

Lost in a too fast way.

Last in a too sad way.

15.

I was 15. 

It was 4 months ago.

The wrong guy.

Rushing.

Heated moment.

Couldn't say no.

Why didn't I say no?

Pain.

It hurt.

He cared.

I know he loved me.

But just the wrong boy.

Stupid, stupid me.

I regret it.

Why did I lose it?

Why did I lose it to him?

Stupid, stupid girl.