When I Was Your Everything

I used to be your everything, now it seems as if I'm everything you never wanted, I thought I was the one for you at least that's what you told me, I go to war for you Rell all I ever showed was loyalty, the make ups the breakups I still held it down, the ups the downs how the hell is it me you clown, you take me for a fool treat me as if I'm not part of this family, as if it's only you and Khai and act like you don't even fuck wit me, when all you do is mention Khai and my name never comes up, public display of affection..nahhh I don't get that love, it hurts me to the core kuz all I see is that you don't want it, sometimes I feel u love me but mostly you ain't on it, postin pictures of Khai like yea that's my baby girl, but fuck her mother tho the one u wit Khai the only one in Rells world, not a picture not a post not nothin claimin u wit me, lil side joke comments displayin that u ain't wit me, who am I? That nonexistent bitch just the woman that has ya daughter, tellin me that u love me but it shows like I'm never thought of, I'm not aimin at you this just shows u how I'm feelin, I'm not feelin the love so it's more that should be givin, family time you only want Khai that shit ain't fair, it's always Khai Khai Khai fuck her mother that shit is weird, if we supposed to be together y u always wana exclude me, ya mothers a lil bitch and always wana say screw me, everybody hates Rell is ya sayin but not me, all I wanted was ya love nothin fake and ya loyalty, we argue we fight we wual out out on each other, mishaps and happenings we walked out on each other, cool down shawty you mad go take a walk, but to leave me for weeks on in that's some fucked up bull, you promised we'd be together forever but u show me different, all I ever wanted was YOU on some real shit, you've made me mad more times than I can count...ya feel me, y u always wana fill ya mind wit doubt...ya feel me, all I ask from you is love, respect, loyalty and to be a family, never make me an outkast I give you all of me, when u was behind the jail, I was kinda in jail to, all I wanted was Rell but I knew what you had to do, even now wit this shit if it happens again, I promise that ill b there to the end..... I LOVE YOU

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