When Pen Meets Paper

Location

Yet another sleepless night,

to toss, to turn, and put up a fight

against the war that goes raging inside of my head -

the war that I quietly fight from my bed.

The war between things that I think but can’t say,

the things that rampage through my mind every day.

The anger, the sadness, and things I can’t change.

 

All these built up emotions would surely destroy me

if it weren’t for the pen and the page that employ me.

A writer at heart and a writer by will,

it’s the only thing that I know to do still.

When my breathing won’t calm and my mind will not rest,

the pen and the page are soon put to the test.

I write and soon feel all the negative leaving,

a peace I’ve come to find brilliant, intriguing.

 

The astonishing part is the way the words change -

that is the part that I deem as most strange.

The jumbled, unintelligible mess in my head

forms a simple, yet intricate story instead.

The pen meets the paper and my mind leaves the world,

and into my “happy place” I am soon whirled.

 

I write to inform, to persuade, and entertain,

but I write for myself, so that I can stay sane.

 

Though my reasons for writing may seem very selfish,

there are also other things I hope to accomplish.

I hope to change minds, open eyes, and inspire,

I hope to cause wonderful things to transpire.

If mere combinations of twenty-six letters

can change someone’s thoughts or their views for the better,

then I will keep writing and thinking all night -

it’s just one more reason to keep up the fight.

Comments

Need to talk?

If you ever need help or support, we trust CrisisTextline.org for people dealing with depression. Text HOME to 741741