WHEN THINGS DONT GO RIGHT

I have felt passion that surged throughout my soul. I've gasped for a breath and any need for control. I poured out my desire. I would go any lengths to make you feel. My love runs deep and its authentically real. I love so hard that I feel pain when things aren't right. My days become unmanageable, and the daylight turns night. Darkened with anxiety, and so anxious I can't think . Losing you becomes this nightmare, falling into water and slowly I sink. No longer I breath I try to look up The light from above? I can't see enough. I felt this before, I feel it so much. When things don't go right, I suffer and lose touch. I watch the sun set and I dream about our life. I see it so beautiful, I love you so much. Every sunset will always go down, but I try to keep in mind. There is light that will rise each morning with time. This routine is not fair, the drug plays with our mind. It will take you a away at a drop of a dime. So far I find you again and I cry. Lucky that it happened, not sure of the next time. Why create this ongoing chase? Buy more and it takes the sight of your face. When I can't see you, I suffer the pain. Ongoing agony and my eyes constantly rain. Nothing can sustain a pattern such is this. Eventually it takes its tole, Anything left that exists.