When Will I be Good Enough Again?

When will they be home?

Will they be okay?

Will they just forget about me?

How long must I long for them?

When will we ever be together? 

Why won't people put faith in us?

Why not in just me?

Why do I feel so sad and angry all the time?

Why can I feel the darkness creep up on me?

Why can't the decisions I make ever be good enough for you?

Why is it I cry myself to sleep at night but can't bring myself to tell somebody?

How can I sit there and smile and say everything is fine when it's not?

Why don't you want me with you?

Why am I never good enough?

When will I be normal again?