where did you go happiness?

to feel is right. to me I can't. to much pain I did not know. I feel you near. I want you back Where did you go? When I needed you the most. I hear the sound to where you are. why did you leave? I'll see you in my dreams. Why can't you come out to me. I know your there. To that I can not see. I feel the pain I want you gone. Is there no way out other than wrong? If you come out to me maybe I'll come out alive.