Where is God?

Oh where is God when I need Him the most? My enemies surrounding me are near And I have nowhere else to go. I fear That God has left me to defend my post. Oh where is that wisdom I need the most? I start a fire that fades with my tear Because I cannot spark something unclear I want and need the key to what’s inmost. A man of God once told me years ago That God was waiting for me to pull through. My actions will prove that I will follow His Will. I realize there’s not anyone who Can say what I do. The man answered though, “Do what you know and you’ll know what to do.”