where i stand

in my mind i see...no i feel

or is it in my heart i cry...

in my very soul i could tell

is my dream a story or is it for real

look in the mirror n i saw me from last year

or was it from last decade of last life i had

i see me smiling while my eyes in tears

u could tell am happy i could feel it am sad

u see the sun shine

i see the shade behind

you see the color

i see the last line

u see me walking so u say am alive

i feel me cold so i say till now i survived

u tell me i had a good life

n by then my eyes will be closed wide

i will be cold as dead and smiling from outside

but the pain i died with that forever i will hide.