Wheres my inspiration?

wheres my inspiration? wheres my heart? did i not have one at the start? did she leave? did she run ? will i ever see the sun? all there is is night now all i know. will i ever see the sun? wheres my voice as it wavers forming the walls it favors. to protect its self from the flames and its beginning to drive me insane these walls play there games it seems to slip away my heart my way.. i feel lost and lead estray . wishing for my eyes to once again see the day, the clouds in the sky the birds in the trees and the love i once knew. i miss rhe.. inspiration i once knew where are you are you in the shattered peices of my heart my soul. where are you the one i once i had known. broken heart torn and tattered forgotten once more . is this the end of my inpiration or is it the begining.