who am i?

    WHO AM I? deep within, draining in sorrow of a life pretend see Im trying to please everybody but me. cant sleep at night wondering why we didn't eat. Im loosing faith within me, giving up on who i am.

but who am i? am i the girl that COOL or the only FAT GIRL that can dress well. yea maybe Im the alcoholic..... who drinks away her pain to soothe her sorrow of what she face, poisoning her system wit nova cane

growing up i had to do right but how can i do right if all i saw was my parents fight. damn WHO AM I? WHY AM I HERE? why do i matter... i continue to think and Im still in a blur. i continue to allow people to label me as the COOL girl the FAT girl the UGLY girl the MEAN girl the BITCH and what i label myself as.. THE FIGHTER! thats who i am.