Who am I?

I’m a very forgettable person

One second I’m here….                                                                                                 the next I’m gone.

You look at me and think nothing:

Another stranger who doesn’t belong.

A life that has no meaning…

A girl who has no worth

I struggle and try to stay alive,

And survive this cruel world

Earth.

I’ve lost myself completely…

I no longer know who I am.

And I keep on dreaming and hoping

That someone will understand…

My laughs are no longer real.

My smiles faker than fake

I’ve finally come to realize…                                                                                        that I am just a mistake.

But I do want to feel happy…

I don’t want my tears to fall.

I want to see the positive

And one day I’ll stand tall.

But this remains a dream…

An unreality in my mind.

So tell me Lord, since I am stranded

When it will be my time.