who am i

I don't know how to say 

what I want to say 

in words.

The feeling are

overwhelming,

deep,

hurtful,

loving,

empty,

drunk,

full,

confused.

I don't know how to 

explain this

in a way that makes sense.

I,

me,

we,

he,

her,

you,

him,

she.

Us.

Who are we?

In a world so broken,

it's hard not to follow

the pattern.

Am I falling apart?

I'm crying,

bleeding,

trying,

wishing.

How do I make it come true?

I don't know.

I don't sleep.

I don't eat.

Am I even alive?

I dream of a world where I live.

I need.

I love.

I believe.

I dream.

I'm in a world where I'm dead.

I want.

I hate.

Who am I?