Who am I?You think

Who am I? You think you know... Behind this mask of a smile is a hurting heart hiding tears flowing, slamming against the walls of my heart like the rising rides on a. Windy stormy day. You think you see me for who I am, but I allow you only to see who I wish I was I've been hiding my true self for as long as i can remember. I'm a chameleon so to speak I only show my true face to the ones I truly trust which is very few may I add...