Who? Me?

Flawless? To be without flaw? Am I flawless? That's a scary question. Of what the consequences would be. So many times have I violated the rules Can it be corrected? Only god can help me I sleep with fear I walk with fear Headaches have lasted for days and months at a time What is going on? Will it end Who do I turn to Who do I trust Who do I hate I remember where I'm coming from Where am I going? I've been left in the dark, sweapt aside I don't even know who I am anymore