The whole truth

He said I hurts him an he can't let that go he said I play with his heart he said I use him he say when I say I love him it a lair a lair he said I just want to use him he use to it but he not use to love I told him I know you love many an it never seem to work I know I gave you pain but In they pain that's where the beauty lay my pain was never truly pain because without it we both would have never grown and mine was never intentional but he can't see that if I stay do you think you be who you are in my leaving and coming back came beauty came life but now you refuse to live you want to stay bury in the pain an blame me for it all and I told you I take the blame if that's what you need but to say I lair that pushing it to far now if you want to refuse my love baby go ahead but don't say I play you or laired because I never did an if you going to tell the story tell the whole truth that I walk away an came back an you sent me away even tho I told you from the bottom of my heart I was wrong to walk away but who at 18 knows anything about live I told you I didn't and now that I realize I had it along that I was to young to dumb to realize all you give to me you push me away I come to you as a women with and understanding of love not a scared little girl tho I am the same I am different and you refuse to see it an if I say why you say you know why we can't be together an I say that's a lair your reason why just say I can't live you because I can't get over the first time even if I wanted to I can't an that's a better why don't tell them lairs boy don't you tell them Lairs