Wholeness and Fullness

hole in my heart longing for wholeness and full everything i hope in and still i long for something i already have His love overwhelms me His love is unending He's the only love whos never lied --my guard is up, I trust Him only then why oh why, do i feel so lonely? I starve to feel a warm embrace He wraps me up in undeserved grace He wipes the water from my tear-stained face --my guard is up, He is my only then why, oh why do i feel so lonely? my flesh, it fails my bones are dry, and my heart is frail Heal my wounds, make me strong I pray the pain wont last too long a bitter heart wanting to forgive I want to be free to finally live He brings me to life from the grave I am His friend, and I am His slave Dying and living for all my hope. Oh, the durability, praise God!, is a delusion --it wont last forever, I wont be lonely God oh God, stay here and hold me.