To Whom It May Concern

To whom it may concern,

Why did you deny me? To show me that people are evil.

Why did you hurt me? To tear me to pieces and make me forget, me.

Why did you slander my name? To show me that words can turn you from sunshine to rain.

Why did you lie to me? Expressing these imaginary thoughts; that you knew could never come true.

To whom it may concern.

You told me I would never be nothing. Look at me now; prospering.

You told me family matters. When it NEVER meant a thing to you.

You told me you loved me. When you didn't even love yourself.

You told me you'd never hurt me. Played me as if I was naive.

To who it may concern.

How can you love? When you never been loved before.

How can you cry? With no more tears to cry.

How can you love? When you have been broken.

How can you hurt? When all you feel is pain.

To whom it may concern.

Do you know what you did to me? Shattered me, made me feel like I was nothing. Showed me that even when you love someone it's never enough.

Do you know how many nights I've cried? How many nights I have had unsettled thoughts?

Do you know how hard it is for me to move on? To love again? 

Have you felt the pain I have felt?

To whom it may concern.

Everyday I wonder if I will ever be good enough. Will I ever have someone to love me just as much.

How does love feel?

To whom it may concern.

I don't think I'll ever know how to love?

I will never know what geniune feels like?

The scars you have scarred will forever be embedded.

To whom it may concern.

Thank you for making me a better me.

Thank you for the lessons you taught.

Thank you for the pain you brought, to make me stronger.

Thank you for building me.

No longer concerned.