WHY?

Y is it that u captivate and control me, with every move u make u prolong me, in this ever lasting wormhole of reality that is weaved with a thread of immortality to repeat and repeat and reapeat again a love that was lost or undenieable friend. bcuz my pillow is wet and these eyes are empty. intellect and wit now where did that get me. a whole lotta nowhere is what bein naive will yeild. puttin my emotion out and wearing it like a shield. was the worse thing i could do in this cruel and brutal world. what once was a grown woman is now a little girl cuz when the roses turn to dust and the memories fade away and the things that had molded as if they were clay have all evaporated or turned into ash. and now all u can think of is passin this class that u held off all semester day dreamin or just cruisin when all the while u were losing...focus on the plan and what was at stake keeping that, job gettin that cake was not at the top but more towards the middle now learn ur lesson or b as minute as this riddle.