Why?

Why?

Why Me? Does god not see my struggle

Does he see me when I cry?

God ,the father but doesnt comfort me

God,the sun but life is darkness

Did I ask for this curse?

I didnt ask to be Bisexual

He tells us he loves us but why so much pain?

I wake up with heartache and sleep with it as well

Life isnt fair, This I know

I also know I didnt ask for this life

Why should i accept it?

If god is almighty then why is life not perfect

Why is pain even existant?

So many question left unanswered

I guess thats just the mistery 

Living day to day 

Having faith that he is real

I still dont get why?