Why

Have you had someone rod you of your innocence. Did they ever have any common sence. But this is all past tense. It just still doesn't make any sense. Beause of this you feel so insecure. Sometimes you're never sure. Probably why you feel so cold, lonely, and dead inside. You feel like your life is the an oceans tide. All you ever did was cry. You still don't understand why. You're either lacking emotions or too emtional and you have way too many trust issues. After awhile you are done feeling sorry for yourselfm so you refuse to waste anymore tissue That somebody caused you so much pain. Which is why you can't stand the rain. What makes it all bad is n one ever really tried to stop it. It made you feel used and confused. But its time it all becomes defused