Why??

Why father did you leave and didn't come back?? You left big holes in my heart because of that. Though I thank you in some way for it made me strong. For if you were here I couldn't have made it far. Being dependent on you would have made me feel weak. And because you're not here I'm at my highest peak. For I made it without you but with the strength of my mother. Like I said, If you were here you would've been just another brother. But yet in my heart, I still ask why father did you leave and didn't come back?? So for now I'll still thank you and I'll leave it at that.