why

why me

why this had to happen

why is the matter with me

why cant i say what happend

 why is it so hard me to tell them

it so embarraised to tell them what happend

i cant tell the what had happend , they might blame me

 but i know for a fact that it wasnt me that i had nothing to do with the cause of the things the way things went

i still ask myself why was it me but i stop and think that im not the only one that has gone through it that there are some many other people running around with that feeling that feeling of just waking up everyday with that emptyness in your heart the emptyness that there was no way to prevent things from happiness but thats the truth of things. i wish i could stay and be the normal person i was.  just want to stay and be myself again

why cant i stay...