Why ?

Why ? Why do I still think about you ? Why do I still like you ? Why do I still care ? Everything was fine before . Now it's back to the way we started . . . Strangers . I hate it cause you made it look so damn easy to move on . I hate it cause I can't hate you even though you hurt me . I hate it cause I feel like you didn't care . I hate it cause I really did like you . . Really . I hate it cause now she means the world to you & you'll do ANYTHING for her . I hate it cause you can't see how much it hurt for me to have to move on . I hate it cause you meant everything to me & you didn't know . I hate it cause I lost you & I still like you . But if I told you I did . . You wouldn't care . You would think I'm stupid . You would probably laugh . You would hurt me even more than what you have already done . But it doesn't matter anymore cause you don't care . You never did . You promised forever , but you lied . Everything you ever told me was a lie . You never cared about me . You never liked me . You never even loved me like you said you did . Everything was a stupid big fat lie . & I was stupid enough to believe you . I wish you knew how bad it hurt . But I wouldn't want you to feel that way . I wouldn't want anyone to feel that way . Just one day I hope you realize what you did to me . One day you'll realize how stupid you were & how bad you hurt me . One day you'll understand why I still haven't gotten over you & how i can't learn to trust people again . One day . But it won't happen . I just know it won't . You hate me when I didn't do anything to you . Tell me , what did I do to make you hate me so damn much ? Was it cause I broke up with you for somebody else so I wouldn't cheat on you ? Was it cause I told you I didn't really love you ? Was it cause I said I had to lie about my feelings towards you so I made you think twice about us ? Was it cause I lied to you ? Was it cause I kept telling you I still liked you then I didn't but then I did ? Was it cause I made you cry ? Was it cause I made you feel worthless ? Was it cause I kept messing with you feelings ? Was it cause I stopped talking to you without reason ? No ? Oh yeah , that's everything you did to make me hate you . So tell me . What did I ever do to you ? Why do you hate me ? Why did you break up with me ? Why did you even ask me to be your girlfriend in the first place ? Why did you tell me you love ? Why didn't you mean it like I meant it ? Just tell me . I want to know . Why ?