why

she loved him as hard as she could. she gave him everything she had. she fought in his honor. she changed her whole life for him. and in the end...she was heartbroken, beaten, destroyed, and left all alone. 

moving on is never easy especially after 4 years of giving and waiting. the more time goes on the less i remember all the pain i've been through. i guess that's a good thing, i'm finally realizing that it's just not worth my time anymore. somedays are better than others i guess. on the worst days i just think to myself why? 

why me? why you? why the hurt? why the pain? why the heartbreak? it's like the missing piece to my puzzle and i just wanna figure out why that one piece never fits.