Why am I here?
I don't wanna be here
All this yelling and abuse
All this depression I have been through
Makes me wonder why I'm here
All this pain can easily be hidden by a smile
And even though 18 is only a "little while"
I don't wanna be treated like a usless child.
People I love are who make me happy
Not people who argue and make me unworthy
People that make me smile/comfort me at least
Are the ones that actuallymean well to me
Don't wanna stay trapped in my own conscience
I'm not the one who built this place
Where all I fell is haunted
By pain, emotional breakdowns, and love not wanted
I wanna be with the one that make me feel safe
The feeling that only real love can bring
Not surrounded by so much hate...